After all, we've only been planning this trip for months. If something goes wrong now... what will we do? That's hours and hours of my life wasted.
I am tempted to think that if something goes wrong now, everything is ruined. But that's simply not the truth.
We have put a lot of effort into this adventure, and rightly so. It's always a good idea to be prepared. But just as important as preparedness, is flexibility. So what if things don't go exactly as planned? Life - and the trip - will go on.
When I begin to overthink things, or worry, or stress, I have to remember the purpose of this trip, and the purpose of me.
My purpose is to serve God, to glorify God in everything that I do. (Matthew 5:16, Colossians 3:23)
I can't speak for Breanna, but for me personally, the purpose of this trip is to explore. Explore what? Good question. I want to explore not only this country and God's beautiful creation, but also who I am, and who God calls me to be.
This trip is as much about learning for me, as it is for having fun. I hope to be awed by the beautiful things we'll see, and the people we'll meet - and through all that, above all that, to be awed by the Creator of all these things.
So whenever the stress starts to creep in, the doubts, the worry, I have to remind myself that in the end, none of the plans we made matter at all. God is sovereign, and in control of all things, and His will is going to be done on this trip, not ours.
Proverbs 19:21 - "Many are the plans in a person's heart,
but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails."
He's provided this opportunity for us, and I anticipate many things not going as planned as we embark on this crazy adventure, and that's good. We will be stretched, and tested, and we will grow, and - hopefully - we will learn to better rely on Him.
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Philippians 4:20 - "To our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen."
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- C.
